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Anoreksia seljatanud Connie Inglis kaalus 20-aastasena sama palju, kui 5-aastane tüdruk. FOTOD+VIDEO!

Anoreksia seljatanud Connie Inglis kaalus 20-aastasena sama palju, kui 5-aastane tüdruk. FOTOD+VIDEO!

NordenBladet — Kehakumerusi ülistaval Instagrami kontol ilutseb Connie Inglis. Ta on naine, kes seljatas anoreksia ja on elule nii tänulik, vahendab BBC.

Kui nüüd vaadata Connie Inglis´e fotosid, siis ei oskaks aimatagi, et ta pidas haiglas elu eest võitlust. Ta põdes anoreksiat alates 10-ndast eluaastast ja olnud haiglaravil kolmel korral. Kaks aastat tagasi kaalus ta sama palju, kui keskmine 5-aastane laps. Connie istus ratastoolis ja arvati, et ta elab veel vaid mõned nädalad. Nüüdseks on ta aga 22-aastane ja õpib ülikoolis kunsti.

“Ega mul polnud vahet, kas elan või suren. Ma tahtsin lihtsalt kaalu alandada,” ütleb Connie haigusperioodile mõeldes. See oli ime, et ta taastus ja nüüd on olnud tema sooviks ka teisi söömishäiretega inimesi aidata. “Haigusest toimuvale inimesele on oluline teada, et ta pole selles üksi,” ütleb ta.

A lot of people have asking me how I did it. How I recovered so fast… the truth is, I didn't. An eating disorder is deceptive and horrible. It lures you in and makes you believe that you'd be nothing without it, you wouldn't survive without it. I used to believe my ed was my best friend but all it ever wanted to do was kill me. In the picture on the left I was 13 and had already been struggling for a long time. 💜 There are 8 years between these photos and in that time I have weight restored and relapsed countless times. I have tormented myself mentally and physically. I told myself I was horrible and unworthy of happiness. I have hated my body. I have starved it, I have hurt it, I have left unmeasurable damage. THIS IS NOT MY LIFE ANYMORE!! After 10 years I finally decided I loved my family and friends more than my illness. I decided that I wasn't to blame for everything that had happened. I decided that I deserved to be happy!!! So I finally let go… 💜 If your still struggling I am with you every step of the way. If you've been going through this for lifetimes and feel useless when you see others getting better, I completely understand. If you feel like your Ed is still taking care of you, I understand but I promise there are better things out there!!! If your not taken seriously because you don't fit into the typical anorexia box, your struggles are worthy and you deserve to be helped!!! If your turned away because of you weight, skin colour or gender, FIGHT LIKE HELL!! You deserve to be heard!!! 💜 I'm not telling you this for sympathy or to diminish anyone's struggles!! Everyone's struggles are valid!! But I want you to know that it is possible!! Yes I still have bad days. I still struggle but I'm stronger now and know that I deserve to be happy! Keep going, it's going to be the hardest thing you ever do but it's so worth it! Fight like hell and I'll be fighting with you!! #positivebeatsperfect

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Recently I haven't had a clue what to post on here. I've been so lost, in myself, in my life and honestly I have no idea what I'm doing! 💜 I've been so afraid that I don't fit into the body positive movement, that I'm part of the problem. 💜 I feel like I'm letting people down. But I will never be able to please everybody. I am only one person with one persons experiences. But if those experiences can help just one other person I'm going to keep telling my story! 💜 It's ok to be lost. It's ok to not really know what your doing. It's ok to make mistakes. It's ok to learn from others. It's ok to not know where you fit in right now… 'Fake it till you make it!' You'll get there in the end!!! 💜 Until then I'm going to keep trying my best because that's all I can do! #positivebeatsperfect

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Anyone got the Boxing Day blues?! Hands up👆🏻👆🏻👆🏻👆🏻 Today is sometimes harder than Christmas. Family arguments. Leftovers. Food guilt. Constant diet talk. – 🎄 So you've eaten a lot. So you've put on a bit of weight. So you ve got a food baby that hasn't gone down since yesterday! So what?! – 🎄 None of these things make you any less of a person!!! Why the hell do we feel the need to punish ourselves, make ourselves feel like hell, just because we've eaten a bit too much?! Nope sorry I call bullshit. – 🎄 I've been punishing myself for eating for years. I've hurt my body and mind in so many different ways but NONE OF THESE MADE ME HAPPY! – 🎄 Being stick thin never made me happy. Being in hospital never made me happy. Saying no to food I really wanted never made me happy. Getting fit and lean while restricting my food NEVER MADE ME HAPPY!! – 🎄 So no I'm not going to start my diet tomorrow. I'm not going to start going to the gym. I'm not going to do everything I can to get rid of my belly! Because I know it's not going to make me happy! – 🎄 So instead I'm going to ignore diet talk and detox January and I'm going to say yes to the cheese and the nibbles! I'm going to look after me and have a FAB time doing it! You can get through this! Do what's right for you and just have fun. I mean that's what life's about right?! – 🎄 But if your finding it really hard I'm going to tag some beautiful people who really help me + I'm always here!!! 😘♥️ Xoxo stay strong 💪🏻💕 #positivebeatsperfect – – @selfloveclubb @selfloveliv @bodyposipanda @omgkenzieee @nourishandeat @thetremblingofaleaf @nonairbrushedme @_kellyu @_____halle__ @kateshappinessjourney

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Avafoto: Connie Inglis (Instagram @ my_life_without_ana)

 


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